Once in a while, I guess you long for a company who will love and accept you wholeheartedly. People who will crack your jokes but advise you whenever you have problems. People who will dare to say bad words to you but in the end, hug and tell you that they are just making fun of you.
I have never imagined that at some point, I stopped trusting people.. I stopped in the sense that I thought, I couldn't run to anybody but to my family, my childhood friends, and some of my high school friends. I stopped searching for a good company, got tired, lost hope that I wouldn't find any that would accept me. It was hard to move on, but letting go of the past is the solution before finding numerous ways to settle down. I was also uncertain if I want to be alone or just simply find people that will make your life complete. It was sooooo hard to move on.
Then these people came to my life.. :) I will never forget that I have experienced painful things in the past most especially so that I found these wonderful human beings (yes, they're humans :))).. Guess it's the perfect lesson I have ever learned in the last 4 years... I love you, guys.
