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My birthday!!!

Well I told you in a recent post after my comeback that I'd share everything here since everything became ~~soooooooo~~ busy!

First things first! My graduation day. After literally contemplating a lot of things how to put myself on track, I finally made it! Looking back, the experience was dreadful. I had to discipline myself reading all my notes from first year to nth year for my weekly comprehensive examination (This one was like answering a ton of board exam questions!) plus, going to school for my laboratory classes and finishing my final paper for thesis! This was the first time I can tell everyone how proud I am that I worked my butt off for something. It was rewarding. I did not realize that after months of sleepless nights and studying all-week, it resulted to marching at PICC last April 28!

During the time I marched last April, I saw genuine smiles from my parents, grandparents and boyfriend. It was pricelesssss! As for the lesson I learned, never stop dreaming, never give up, and always have faith. I considered myself a weakling everytime I fail, but during those tough times, I learned to love myself even more. I consciously set my priorities and followed a timeline. Dad never failed to tell me how to get a lesson from every failure.

Your classmates and friends in school will also help you, so never ever ignore them. They will be there with you during difficult times. You grow together. You conquer all difficult tasks assigned by your professors, you help each other.

Also, thank your professors! I learned that no matter how strict a professor can be, deep inside my heart, I understood her point why she was letting us answer those never heard questions. I had a sharp mind because of it. I can probably recall a lot because of the torture Pharmacy gave me.

Thank your professors for they mold you as a professional being in your chosen field. Right now, my former professors who're now my colleagues are really happy to see me soaring higher. A part of me became even better because of them... Not all the time during class discussions, you discuss things in Pharmacology or Quality Control or even Pharmacognosy, but randomly, they tell every experience and lessons they need to share for us to grow...

Accept the fact that issues are poppin every now and then, inside and outside the school. You'll get used to this because the world is not perfect. Each of us does not have the same state of mind and people might affect you including your studies. All you wanna do next is to properly deal with these kinds of people and keep yourself in tact Less mess. Less worries.

Last but not the least. Pray... He listens. Always..When the world is not perfect, there is A Person who is of Perfect Being who will help you get by through life... Somebody you can lean on when nobody listens to you, somebody you can call your best friend, and when you are being hurt emotionally and gratified by so many blessings, that Person will never leave you...

Wait... I noticed my header here on Blogspot describes me as being the lively one. How come??? :(

So upon seeing this, I paused for a while and then held my tears. Not the type of person who cries easily without any reason. But when I do, that's when I realize I get tired of everything and pour my tears all at once on my bed. It sucks to feel this way. Good thing I have a fluffy pillow, squeezing it helps. Good thing I have my iPad, business transaction helps. Good thing I have Blogspot, Twitter, Instagram, Pinterest, etcetera, helps me forget the irony of being sad. At the end of the day, I cannot say that I am emotionally okay and happy. I wish that days get better and then all of these frustrations would be wiped out in my life.

When I was a kid, I wanted to have a wand and wave it precisely just the way you do it... Happy birthday to one of my favorite HP characters, Hermione Granger!

One of the most difficult times in your life is when you need to decide in your freakin first job. You get the calls that you expected least. And then you attend interviews. I have prepared my papers for submission to the company that wanted me first, but as days pass by, it has been difficult since offers are gettin piled up. You get the offers from your dream companies but you leave yourself stressed because you don't know which company to choose...

So... It's a Sunday. Not sure why I am sharing a bit of my thoughts regarding that but it sucks to be in this position right now. I might get good answer after attending Church service. Ciao! 💙