Well I told you in a recent post after my comeback that I'd share everything here since everything became soooooooo busy!

First things first! My graduation day. After literally contemplating a lot of things how to put myself on track, I finally made it! Looking back, the experience was dreadful. I had to discipline myself reading all my notes from first year to nth year for my weekly comprehensive examination (This one was like answering a ton of board exam questions!) plus, going to school for my laboratory classes and finishing my final paper for thesis! This was the first time I can tell everyone how proud I am that I worked my butt off for something. It was rewarding. I did not realize that after months of sleepless nights and studying all-week, it resulted to marching at PICC last April 28!

So upon seeing this, I paused for a while and then held my tears. Not the type of person who cries easily without any reason. But when I do, that's when I realize I get tired of everything and pour my tears all at once on my bed. It sucks to feel this way. Good thing I have a fluffy pillow, squeezing it helps. Good thing I have my iPad, business transaction helps. Good thing I have Blogspot, Twitter, Instagram, Pinterest, etcetera, helps me forget the irony of being sad. At the end of the day, I cannot say that I am emotionally okay and happy. I wish that days get better and then all of these frustrations would be wiped out in my life. 

One of the most difficult times in your life is when you need to decide in your freakin first job. You get the calls that you expected least. And then you attend interviews. I have prepared my papers for submission to the company that wanted me first, but as days pass by, it has been difficult since offers are gettin piled up. You get the offers from your dream companies but you leave yourself stressed because you don't know which company to choose...